Messages to Ivy C.S. Yu...................

Well, in this Valentine's Day, I don't know what should I do or make to give you as a present. I could still remember that I gave you a card last Valentine's Day and a Butterfly magnet. And in this year, I have make up my mind to create something that it could be the first to me, that is to create a Valentine's web page just for you. No one will know this web page except you and me. 

I hope you would like it very well. This is all make just for you. 

After all, it is created by me, for you. 

I don't know what should I said at this time because everything has past away by the neverstopping time. And a lot had changed. I don't even know what is going on to you and how's things in Johor. But I do really hope that you are in pink of health at all the time. 

I still don't know how do you feel about me. Maybe, the feeling had gone forever or perhaps it is still kept deep inside your heart. However, my feeling to you are still alive where ever I go. You used to gave me the strength to walk past my life smoothly. And now things had changed. Perhaps this is all being destinied. Thanks to you because in this year, I have learnt a lot. I feel absolutely thankful to you. 

Well, this year, 1999 I'll be facing the most challenging and the hardest exam of all in this world. I do hope that I could manage it as good as it could be. Direct to the point, I don't want to be hurted even a single in this year. I'll be concentrating on my study. However, I still want to keep in touch with you. Please don't make me hate you. And please don't hate me too. All I want for now is to have a peaceful life to face the STPM. That's all I want. I will not going to talk about our relationship again. I have handed it all to the God to make desicion for me. If we are destinied to be together, than we'll someday be together. Of course, I'll still be waiting for you. 

Ok, I don't think I'll call you again. But I'll still keep in touch with you through E-mail ONLY or perhaps snail-mail too. 
Finally, please give me support to walk through this year smoothly. I really need your support by now. And perhaps, after this year, you'll not be seeing me again. I might be gone for sure to somewhere else that it is much further. And I might stay for 3-4 years. Perhaps, after that years I'll not even come back to Sibu. It is all still depend on the situation.  That's for all. This web site will last forever. Hope you'll like it as much as i do.Bye.